The Fact of Me

Monday, August 31, 2015

Just like Leonardo DiCaprio at the Pine Street Inn!

August 31, 2015

Several homeless women coughed at me yesterday and last night.

This morning, a male employee who usually works overnight coughed at me at the front desk.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

You probably don't really know that much about what has happened over the past 5 years. Mostly, you know what the conglomerate people around you have told you, and what you think that you have observed. You would not be the first young woman to incorrectly consider my thoughts about a situation to be motivated by jealousy, if that's how you choose to interpret those thoughts.

You won't be allowed to date Robert Pattinson and have a good career. The industry which raised you to some prominence from among other young and beautiful women because of your name can and will send you to obscurity for leaving Leonardo DiCaprio for a younger and better looking man who is the sort of heartthrob that Mr. DiCaprio was 10 years ago.

The only rules in your industry are based on the protection and exaggeration of the egos of the men who are most powerful in that industry.

If you had never dated Leonardo DiCaprio, you could have dated Robert Pattinson and left him for someone like Zac Efron and it would also have damaged your career.

In your industry, men can do whatever they want, as long as the only men whom they offend are less powerful than the offenders, and women have to put up with all of it or be punished. For a woman to behave as badly as those men do is to flirt with death.

Mr. Pattinson is a big star, but he's not as established as Mr. DiCaprio is. His network in and out of the industry isn't as diverse or as large. Mr. DiCaprio isn't just an actor anymore; he produces projects, finances humanitarian causes, and has political connections.

The conglomerate is probably being quiet about what seems to be your mutual flirtation with Mr. Pattinson because it likes to blame me for EVERYTHING and because it doesn't want to embarrass Mr. DiCaprio. If you insist that the United States and England are part of the free world and nobody can tell you whom to date, and that you want to date Mr. Pattinson, you won't fare as badly as I have, even though I have yet to steal someone's boyfriend during all of these years of being slutshamed by the conglomerate. What has happened to me won't happen to you because I'm poor and you were already rich before you decided to be an actress and a model. You won't have to live in a homeless shelter. You probably won't be a victim of voyeurism. You won't be harassed and stalked all day and every day.

Nobody has to give you work, though.

I know that you are from a part of the United States that has an unusually high concentration of rich and powerful people. It could be that you aren't worried about your future because there has never been a time in your life in which a material thing that you wanted couldn't be obtained for you by money or by someone who knew someone. You might be surprised by how many people in the world outside of that which is directly part of the entertainment industry will not be sympathetic to a woman your age who left a multimillionaire my age for a man who is Robert Pattinson's age, and by how many of those people will not be enthusiastic about applying pressure to that industry just so that you can continue to work as an actress and a model.

Consider all of the corporations that persecute me. Most of them are probably not run by women.

Truce? For the sake of the world!

August 30, 2015

Those are pictures from today of part of a Huffington Post article from July 24, 2014 called "Is It Okay To Call Leonardo DiCaprio Fat?"

It's been five years already! What are we going to be saying to each other when we're 50? 60?

"Call me a moron, you stupid b----! At least I have all my teeth!"

"I have all my teeth! If you weren't such a narcissistic idiot, you would have started taking better care of your teeth before you were 40, and then you would also have all of your teeth!"

"Nobody cares about my teeth!"

"Obviously, you don't! What do you do, borrow your girlfriend's Disney character toothbrush once a week?"

"You're just jealous, you fat, withered hag!"

"Yeah, I'm jealous of you. I'm jealous of someone who uses the words 'fat' and 'withered' to describe the same person in one sentence. You never do know when you're being funny."

"You're only getting the last word because you wrote all this!"

"That's a lie!"

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I will continue to protest the conglomerate's agenda and the behavior of the people who promote that agenda. Perhaps we could reduce the personal slurs to the level of cold and civilized hostility as much as possible.

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"Cowspiracy"

August 30, 2015

http://ri.search.yahoo.com/RV=1/RE=1440992161/RB=/RO=8/RU=http%3a%2f%2fwww.onegreenplanet.org%2fnews%2fleonardo-dicaprio-to-executive-produce-cowspiracy-on-netflix%2f/RS=%5EADANxMuiZ1vK9TJXVBY_nolPgq_zx4-

That's the Web address of an article whose search result is one of the first Yahoo search results for Leonardo DiCaprio.

What a sad and stupid waste of time everything that the conglomerate has done for the past five years has been. Even if I were fat, Mr. DiCaprio couldn't hurt my feelings by saying that I was.

How and why did this man ever think that he was in love with me? Even after all this time, he has no idea what I'm like or what my values are. He really thinks I'm going to feel pain because he's calling me fat? The unbelievably trivial and vicious mindset of him and of people like him; how and why do they get the opportunities to make the world think anything?

Jealousy of models? Is that what he thinks has prompted the contrast that I have illustrated a few times between the way that he is treated and the way that I am treated? I don't care how many models he dates!

I am stymied at every productive thing that I try to do, while he gets congratulated and admired for things that I would be condemned for. Even though he probably has no idea how many people he has slept with, and has made no secret of his many conquests, he is respected and rewarded by people who have turned my life into a sick joke. That's what I've been trying to elucidate for people; the total hypocrisy of the persecution to which I have been relentlessly subjected since 2010, which was when I rejected him for being so disrespectful, so ignorant, and so full of himself.

"Cowspiracy." The clothing sizes that I can wear range from size 2 to size 6. If I'm exercising a lot, I'm sometimes even a size 0. Even if I weren't thin, I could never care about the taunts that this man thinks cut to the core of every woman. That he has the power to cut away my human rights; that's what I care about. That's what the entire battle has been about.

Just like Leonardo DiCaprio at the Pine Street Inn!

August 30, 2015

I went to the front desk because my ticket number was called during the bed lottery. The male employee who persistently harasses me was sitting on a chair in front of the front desk. When he saw me, he got up and conspicuously blew his nose, and then did the grunt-cough that thousands have done to sexually harass women and girls ever since Leonardo DiCaprio published a YouTube collection in 2010 of parts of his movies, the first montage of which had less than a few seconds of a movie that showed him coughing, to indicate that, although he had never met me, he was sure that my vagina smelled bad.

When I went back to my chair, a homeless woman did a loud vomit-cough.

These were not the first people who have harassed me today.