2015 is the the first year that I have been at the beach in a bathing suit in 5 years. Last summer, I went to the beach a few times, wearing shorts and a t-shirt. I thought that it was too dangerous for me to wear a bathing suit, considering that the conglomerate wants the world to believe that I am the worst slut who ever lived.
This year, I wore a bathing suit at the beach. The second time that I went to the beach, I was stalked all the way to the beach by men in their vehicles. I'm sure that many of them think that I was asking to be raped because I wore a bathing suit while at the beach.
I went to the beach twice this summer. The second time, my back got burned so badly that it is covered with small blisters. I knew it was a bad burn, but I didn't know how bad it was until today, when I was trying on clothes in a dressing room at a discount department store.
The parts of me that have had gradual sun exposure over these past 5 years of sexist persecution are not burned. That means that I have another injury that never would have happened to me if the conglomerate hadn't persecuted me.
I try never even to take my shirt off anywhere in the shelter, for fear that there are hidden cameras. I change under my nightgown or the clothes that I'm already wearing. That's why it wasn't until today that I saw that my back has blisters.
I called the hospital to ask if I needed medical attention. I was told to go to the Emergency Room as the first step to being evaluated at Urgent Care, where I am while writing this page.
Copyright L. Kochman, August 3, 2015 @ 4:42 p.m.
