Sunday, May 24, 2015

Code, excerpts and sadism

May 24, 2015

Last night, I was very upset.

On May 9, 2015, I published this page:




May 24, 2015

That page was true.  I am still dealing with being acutely suicidal every day.  The conglomerate hasn't shown much sign of being concerned about how its behavior affects me, which is what I expected and is a major cause of the depression that I experience.  It's one thing when your life is consumed by a tragedy that nobody caused and that nobody can stop.  It's something else when your tragedy was entirely inflicted on you by people who see its effects on you every day and who continue to enjoy inflicting it on you.

I don't choose excerpts for code purposes, particularly when I'm writing seriously.  There were things about the sarcastic pages that I published last night that were funny because of the context of the conglomerate's world takeover.  

If I wanted to promote the conglomerate's agenda or do other immoral things, I could.  I don't; I don't want to.


Copyright L. Kochman, May 24, 2015 @ 4:59 p.m.