It's been too much of things being too hard for too long. If I'm confused or confusing about my personal life, it's because I can't help being that way at this time, which is why I have said that I can't date anyone at this time.
I'm not complaining about being born to be pretty and smart. Those things do tend to cause a woman to have a lot of dating options, but I, unfortunately, have no pure options. There are some things that I know not to do, like break up a marriage and start dating someone who is not a nice middle-aged man but a mean, arrogant middle-aged man who has done a lot to harm me and who ought to know better by this time in his life, and who could have avoided many of his marital problems if he had relied on a better value system and set of habits than those which he got from his industry.
There are some things that are more difficult to sort through, like what to do with a moderately brainwashed man in his late 20s who is a famous teen idol with a girlfriend and who plays the field when he feels like it. Would it even be worth trying to be friends with someone like him? There are a lot of nonfamous, unwealthy womanisers who would probably be easier to deal with, if no less fickle.
Copyright L. Kochman, August 26, 2015 @ 7:47 p.m.
