That's a picture from today of comments that a couple of people have sent to my YouTube blog, "Please don't kill me."
Probably, the first person is trying to say that I am suffering from a mental illness that makes me think that people are sexually harassing me and stalking me.
I have lived almost without help to stop the harassment, stalking and the rest of the abuse since it began. I have documented it for years and it hasn't stopped.
I never feel the need to prove to people who call me stupid or ugly that I'm neither of those things. Although the violence of the things they say is of concern, what they're saying is so untrue that it's amusing. Only a stupid person could read or listen to my blogs and think that I'm stupid. I think I know what I look like; I am not as beautiful as beautiful women who are younger than I am, and I'm not as beautiful as beautiful women my age and older who have the money to get rid of things like spider veins, and that's about it. I try to be pragmatic about what I look like, and not to bore myself or other people by obsessing about it.
Also; there's no need for me to take pictures of myself to prove that it's not true that nobody would ever want to have sex with me. Unfortunately, I'll spend the rest of my life dealing with illegal videos of me that were filmed voyeuristically. The conglomerate likes to pretend that the videos prove that I'm so beautiful that the voyeurism is justified, or that I have no reason to object to being the victim of voyeurism because the videos show physical beauty. Those attempts at justifying the crime are part of what makes me feel angry and helpless. It's like saying that it's all right to rape someone because the rapist enjoyed it, and so the victim should take being raped as a compliment.
There's no excuse for sexual abuse.
Copyright, with noted exceptions, L. Kochman, August 20, 2015 @ 11:56 a.m./edited, with additions @ 12:00 p.m.
