I don't know when I might have a nervous breakdown, or what form it might take. I won't be getting a lot of sleep tonight. I will be in the cycle of not getting enough sleep on the nights when I don't get a bed and and then never really being able to get the extra sleep that I didn't get on the nights when I do get a bed until next summer, if I don't get a place to live and don't get into a transitional program at the Pine Street Inn.
If all of the other things that the conglomerate does and has caused stopped tomorrow, I would still have to deal with the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me for the rest of my life. I never really stop thinking about that having happened to me; I don't know why anyone would do this to someone.
Copyright L. Kochman, October 12, 2015 @ 7:13 p.m.
