I have proven for years that the conglomerate can't scare me from trying to do things that I think are right and that I have the right to do. The conglomerate can ruin everything in my life, take away every opportunity, but at least I can protest when that happens, and I always do. I'm not trying to make him date me.
If I wanted to date him, if my judgment of the situation were that dating him were the right thing to do and something that I wanted, I would, and there's nothing that the conglomerate could threaten me with that would prevent my saying yes to that.
I'm sure that the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me have been in circulation for years anyway. Nothing that I have ever said or done has ever stopped the conglomerate from continuing to promote that horrible crime. The conglomerate is always looking for an excuse for those videos, no matter what I do or don't do.
Also; it's obvious that he has cast around for other people to date besides his girlfriend for months. I'm the only person who has gotten criticized about it. If I, or anyone, wanted to say something to him like:
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Why don't you take 6 months to sort out your relationship with FKA twigs?
Questions you might try to answer are:
Do you want to marry her? Do you want to be engaged to her? Do you want to continue to date her? Do you want to date her and also date other people? Do you want to be friends with her?
At the end of six months, if I'm not exclusively dating someone else, you have continued to be interested in me, and I can see that you have dealt with your life and relationship issues responsibly and ethically during all of that time, I might reconsider the possibility of spending time with you in person.
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That would be a reasonable thing for anyone in whom he has shown substantial interest outside of his relationship with FKA twigs to say. He's not married, has no children, hasn't dated her for that long, and continues to show signs of someone who is not sure that he wants to get married.
I'm just not that interested in him. His fame and the disproportion of our respective finances would be problems for me, even if he weren't part of the conglomerate and didn't have a girlfriend. I don't know how I could date someone rich and not have the relationship invariably degenerate around the issue of money. I couldn't afford to pay my way for any of the things that he would want to do together, and he would want to just pay because he had the money, and everything would disintegrate around that problem. It's how many women have lost their happiness and independence for centuries; the world owned and operated by men has one out for the women whom it traps in poverty and dependence, and that's the trap of dependence on a man who has money and the dissolution of self-respect and personality that goes with exchanging one trap for another.
In addition to all of the other problems that people who date heartthrob celebrities always have, millions of people would see the SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL videos of me within weeks of the world finding out about my dating him. "Who is she?" "She's not delusional; I can't believe it!" "That means the videos that she's talking about are also real; where might THOSE be?" Not so much my idea of an ideal situation.
I think that one reason that the conglomerate wants to torture me about Robert Pattinson is that if I were to start dating him, or any celebrity, what millions of people would also quickly find out is that the conglomerate is real and has promoted horrible crimes for 5 1/2 years.
The conglomerate doesn't want the world to know about that, and it certainly doesn't want the world to know about it suddenly. What the conglomerate probably wants to do is what it's been doing, which is to erode all of the laws and social taboos against things like child molestation, sexual harassment, stalking and rape, until nobody pays attention to those laws any more, nobody even tries to get them enforced, and everyone with morals lives the rest of his or her life in helpless horror of the world. I'm sure that there is no politician who would say in so many words "I will get laws passed that make it legal to have sex with children, to harass and stalk women, to call targets of abuse delusional, to videotape anyone in a bathroom except for people who have the money to protect themselves from it, to put those voyeuristic videos online and socially torture the targets of them about it for the rest of their lives, to use the threat of voyeurism and involuntary pornography to subdue dissenters and/or to pander to rich bullies who influence and/or directly control the media, television and innumerable other sources of public knowledge, and to secure my own political advancement and the financial interests of the people who donate to my campaigns and who can impede or quicken the pace of the things that I want to do while I'm in office." Nobody's going to say that.
In addition to Robert Pattinson's conglomerate activities, I have other questions, which could be applied to the life of many celebrities:
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What do you do with your time when you're not working on a movie?
How much education do you have?
There are a lot of articles online that talk about you going out drinking. How many times a week do you drink?
What do you want your life to be like 10 years from now?
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The conglomerate depends on stereotypes to advance its oppressive goals. I don't want someone to buy me out of my present situation; I just want the conglomerate to stop making it impossible for me to get myself out of my present situation by making the world hate me. I think it probably takes a lot of humility and patience for a woman my age to date someone who is ten years younger than she is, and Robert Pattinson is 29, while I'll be 42 in less than a year. You have to be willing to have your boyfriend be much better looking than you are all the time, which is not something that I have a lot of experience with in the first place. You have to deal with people calling you a cougar, and he has to deal with people ceaselessly "trying to understand" why he wants to be with you. The jokes that people make about women who date younger men are vicious and socially accepted and nothing like what gets said about men who date younger women.
THERE ARE OTHER MEN OUT THERE. Even if I wanted to date someone his age, which I'm not sure that I do, THERE ARE OTHER MEN HIS AGE OUT THERE.
Everything that the conglomerate wants to believe about me and wants the world to believe about me is disgusting and not true. It's also sickening how hypocritical the conglomerate's persecution of me has been from its beginning of years ago.
All of that being said, it's a free country and I can write things at my blog that are directed at him if I want to do that. I have had almost no success at getting the many hateblogs about me erased from the Internet, those that call me delusional and say that I should be raped and killed and that would terrify any prospective employer or landlord. I'm not saying things like that about anyone, and I don't incite people to violence or to other crime.
The conglomerate does not fight fairly; it never has.
Copyright L. Kochman, October 15, 2015 @ 4:06 p.m.
